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Jan. 9th, 2008 @ 10:34 pm 023 - Do you believe in an afterlife? What do you expect to find when you get there?
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Of course I do.

There is the Darkness and I have spent most of my life in and out of it as I have been needed.

But I do not think that you definition of the Afterlife is the same as the realm that I know of.

I know the Darkness and becoming as one with the webs and being in Hell with those that have held on past the death of their bodies. I know the Darkness where you commune with Mother Night and try to ease the soul pain of the ones that have been torn from their life and their webs to soon.

I know that such a thing does exist.

I tend to spend a lot of time there with ones that should have lived much longer lives.


Muse: Jaenelle Angelline SaDiablo
Fandom: "Black Jewels" by Anne Bishop
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Aug. 15th, 2007 @ 04:31 am Who Am I? ([info]voicesinmyhead)
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Who am I?

I have many names.

Jaenelle. Witch-Child. Waif. Brat. Witch. Queen. Cat.

That last one only Lucivar is allowed to call me. Big brothers get certain extra rights.

My name doesn't make up who I am, not even close.

I am Jaenelle, born Angelline and later given the choice to take on the name SaDiablo -- the name of my real family.

Relatives. Are. Not. Family.

I am Jaenelle, and I understand that it doesn't give you any more of a clue as to who I am.

I'm Witch. I'm Dreams Made Flesh. I'm the one who has been prophecized for hundreds of years to be born into flesh and save those of the Blood who have stayed true to the Ways.

That's a great burden to be born knowing about and there are those that would be happy to use any means neccessary to stop me -- and believe me, they have been creative in this. They have tried to break me and to kill me, even as a child. Yet, alive and whole I remain and it makes them angry.

Of course, they would be just as happy to corrupt me, control me, and use my powers to further their web of evil. That will never happen. My powers are not for evil. My magic is not for killing -- unless I have no choice. I will not allow it to happen -- and niether will any of those that love me.

Who am I?

I'm Jaenelle. That's the most important fact that anyone needs to know.



Muse: Jaenelle Angelline SaDiablo
Fandom: "Black Jewels" by Anne Bishop
Words: 261
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